Desperation in words...!!!

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Awakening with a shudder
I respond to my own imbalance
Pervert thoughts mutter
Loveless feeling.. cropping up again…

These hormones reacting weirdly
I look at everything for prey
To gut out all I have…
is what is left for the day…

Hell that touch is so tantalizing  
A hug so mesmerizing
A notion so abusing
Now awareness no more so amusing

Seductive thoughts linger all over
I wish to pounce on everything under cover
Hell I don’t need a lover
Bring me an animal that I would devour…

Just when I’m coming to senses
I see myself in menses
Reduced to such a horrible state
I hover over opportunities
But don’t instigate…

Give me a fruit
Give me a flower
Give me some essence
Give me a shower…

Clean me off the stains
Take me in the rains
Make me dine
Pour on me some wine
Taste me till I sour
Dear lets jus be ourselves for this hour…

Rinse me off your sweat
Nothing equal to this I have still met
Lead me to ruins
Get down to my knees…
I’m sure you would do what I please…

Read my eyes
Don’t stumble..
Help me on my feet
If I tremble..
Just stop my words
When I fumble..

Wipe my tears
Give a shoulder to rest
I know u aint my lover
But this would jus help me get away from being loveless…!!!

Comments

  1. Welkin SiskinAugust 29, 2011 at 6:50 PM

    Emotions and feelings wonderfully penned . Great!

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  2. Umesh RaoAugust 31, 2011 at 6:45 AM

    Emotions and pain pictured so intricately in your words!
    Hope the desperations ends soon and brings happiness :)
    Thanks for sharing.

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  3. Vinay Leo R.August 31, 2011 at 11:27 PM

    Wow. I agree with Welkin. Lots of emotions and feel to this poem. It would be even better if the last line was split in two after the word "away". :)

    My rally - Patiently Trying

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  4. Ann LeFloreSeptember 1, 2011 at 2:46 PM

    very emotional and so inspiring thank you and happy rally

    http://gatelesspassage.com/2011/09/01/life-memories/

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  5. AnonymousFebruary 26, 2013 at 8:24 PM

    A very interesting way of expression, I must say.

    - Feinicks
    meandthemeteor.wordpress.com

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