Emotions...

Tujhyat jeev rangala Tujhyat ananda shodhla Ekach ranga baghitla Ani kshan gondhalala Dehat maan wegla Manat roop wegla Roopat vishwa wegla Ata me shodhnar.. Kay ya manachi naati Kiti olakhli preeti Kiti visarli neeti Ya manuskichi.. Ya rangaat ranga udhalale Ya naatyat kshan visarle Ya kshanat maan rangale Kahi anubhavache.. Goad ashya kshani Ka bhiti mani Ha gongat kiti Ya rahdaricha.. Weglyach jagi rangta man Weglyach jagi palta ranran Hich ek bhunbhun Tula shodhnya.. Kon tu.. Kasa tu.. Kuthe tu.. Ka tu...???

Feelings.. I doubt I can judge mine, They change just like the taste of every new sip of a wine... A slight indifference and a little arrogance in attitude, I slog here daily for a month's dime... I realized I slipped into my own cocoon, With a blot of knowledge for some boon.. Got myself lost in some goons, Why am I so sure I'm gonna leave this soon?? A place of fake morality, Robots faking humanity, In a desperate need of inspiration, I count my days in fraction.. Deprived of choice, With eyes moist, I remind myself not to permit a demise... Abused emotion, Loaded with expectation, A lack of inspiration, To move out.. I toss here the time, To while away and make a rhyme, I call it a crime, As I lose the knack to make it fine.. Travelling back home I am reduced to a lump of foam, Absorbed and saturated, Wondering how to get motivated.. Faces around - too happy to be true, Their ears blocked

I could not decipher the subtle... Emotions spilled everywhere through the bottle... I was high in the gutters... Time running through the middle of my fingers… I was walking through the rain Just being insane... Clothes wet and clinging on to my nave The water kept draining through my hair... A gross thought kept clinging on to me, of wanting to be a slave A slut savaged to grave I hated yet loved to find myself alone No place to hide... A desperate soul... Wanting to be satisfied... Heaven ran out But the Hell came calling… A sight of a handsome figure So electrifying... A face so familiar Yet unknown I pondered to think if this, I had known Straight cut jaw lines Thin lips... His eyes narrowing He stood facing me while it was dawning A suave animal I wanted to grin, but I was frowning A dark slender silhouette so crude I thought of playing rude One touch would torture the hell out of me... But still I let the time flee Arms cut out to perfection I tried to move out of his attention