Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Tujhyat jeev rangala

Tujhyat jeev rangala
Tujhyat ananda shodhla
Ekach ranga baghitla
Ani kshan gondhalala

Dehat maan wegla
Manat roop wegla
Roopat vishwa wegla
Ata me shodhnar..

Kay ya manachi naati
Kiti olakhli preeti
Kiti visarli neeti
Ya manuskichi..

Ya rangaat ranga udhalale
Ya naatyat kshan visarle
Ya kshanat maan rangale
Kahi anubhavache..

Goad ashya kshani
Ka bhiti mani
Ha gongat kiti
Ya rahdaricha..

Weglyach jagi rangta man
Weglyach jagi palta ranran
Hich ek bhunbhun
Tula shodhnya..

Kon tu..
Kasa tu..
Kuthe tu..
Ka tu...???

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Wondering...

Feelings.. I doubt i can judge mine

they change jus like the taste of every new sip of a wine

a slight difference n a little arrogance in attitude

i slog here daily for a month's dime



I realised i slipped into my own cocoon

with a blot of knowledge for some boon

got myself lost in some goons

why m i so sure m gonna leave this soon??



A place of fake morality

robots faking humanity

in a desperate need of inspiration

i count my days in fraction..



Deprived of choice

with eyes moist

I remind myself not to permit a demise



Abused emotion

loaded with expectation

a lack of inspiration

to move out..



I toss here the time

to while away n make a rhyme

i call it a crime

as i lose the knack to make it fine..



Travelling back home

i am reduced to a lump of foam

absorbed and saturated

thinking how to get motivated..



Faces around- too happy to be true

their ears blocked to the reality assuming to get the due

pockets filled with crispy rupees

No time to spend on what they please..



Eyes red with stress

succumbed to a puff to destress

a smile out of frustration

Gazing through the closed window for some air of anticipation



I wonder whats becoming of me

M i losing the glee?

is it a time to emancipate the real me??



or m i just running away to suit myself?

a coward hiding from ones dignity n true self???

Monday, November 8, 2010

In demotion...

I could not decipher the subtle...

Emotions spilled everywhere through the bottle...

I was high in the gutters...

Time running through the middle of my fingers…


I was walking through the rain

Just being insane...

Clothes wet and clinging on to my nave

The water kept draining through my hair...

A gross thought kept clinging on to me, of wanting to be a slave

A slut savaged to grave


I hated yet loved to find myself alone

No place to hide...

A desperate soul...

Wanting to be satisfied...


Heaven ran out

But the Hell came calling…

A sight of a handsome figure

So electrifying...


A face so familiar

Yet unknown

I pondered to think if this, I had known


Straight cut jaw lines

Thin lips... His eyes narrowing

He stood facing me while it was dawning

A suave animal

I wanted to grin, but I was frowning


A dark slender silhouette so crude

I thought of playing rude

One touch would torture the hell out of me...

But still I let the time flee


Arms cut out to perfection

I tried to move out of his attention

My eyes set on him...

I could not resist examining...

A 'V' going down from shoulders to chest to navel...

His posture made him tighten his calves his feet in the gravel...

A spark hit his narrowing eyes...


In the golden light of the Sun

I thought I found a touch so roughly silken

A fantasy coming in real

Nothing could replace this feel...

This moment I knew I could not by anyways seal...


I was testing this animal for his ravage act...

The muscles twisted tight...

I enjoyed the sight...

One pounce would define the end, for the same fact...

That I wanted to fall for his bite...


The end was near I knew…

Minutes flew...

To run… I didn’t want to

To stay… I had to....

My eyes didn’t lose his sight.

A vigil light…

I had to fight…

To enjoy the plight…


He made me go weak in my knees

I wished I wouldn’t freeze

With pain I rattled

To see life's battle

To die while living

To live while dying

To cry while smiling

To smile while crying…


He tore me apart

Sarcasm of dart

My heart falling short of breath

My lungs squeezed to death...


The soul was satisfied

The body in blood and pain lied

Satan roasted the emotion

While heaven watched the death in demotion...