Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Tujhyat ananda shodhla
Ekach ranga baghitla
Ani kshan gondhalala
Dehat maan wegla
Manat roop wegla
Roopat vishwa wegla
Ata me shodhnar..
Kay ya manachi naati
Kiti olakhli preeti
Kiti visarli neeti
Ya rangaat ranga udhalale
Ya naatyat kshan visarle
Ya kshanat maan rangale
Goad ashya kshani
Ka bhiti mani
Ha gongat kiti
Weglyach jagi rangta man
Weglyach jagi palta ranran
Hich ek bhunbhun
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Feelings.. I doubt i can judge mine
they change jus like the taste of every new sip of a wine
a slight difference n a little arrogance in attitude
i slog here daily for a month's dime
I realised i slipped into my own cocoon
with a blot of knowledge for some boon
got myself lost in some goons
why m i so sure m gonna leave this soon??
A place of fake morality
robots faking humanity
in a desperate need of inspiration
i count my days in fraction..
Deprived of choice
with eyes moist
I remind myself not to permit a demise
loaded with expectation
a lack of inspiration
to move out..
I toss here the time
to while away n make a rhyme
i call it a crime
as i lose the knack to make it fine..
Travelling back home
i am reduced to a lump of foam
absorbed and saturated
thinking how to get motivated..
Faces around- too happy to be true
their ears blocked to the reality assuming to get the due
pockets filled with crispy rupees
No time to spend on what they please..
Eyes red with stress
succumbed to a puff to destress
a smile out of frustration
Gazing through the closed window for some air of anticipation
I wonder whats becoming of me
M i losing the glee?
is it a time to emancipate the real me??
or m i just running away to suit myself?
a coward hiding from ones dignity n true self???
Monday, November 8, 2010
Emotions spilled everywhere through the bottle...
I was high in the gutters...
Time running through the middle of my fingers…
Just being insane...
Clothes wet and clinging on to my nave
The water kept draining through my hair...
A gross thought kept clinging on to me, of wanting to be a slave
A slut savaged to grave
I hated yet loved to find myself alone
No place to hide...
A desperate soul...
Wanting to be satisfied...
Heaven ran out
But the Hell came calling…
A sight of a handsome figure
A face so familiar
I pondered to think if this, I had known
Straight cut jaw lines
Thin lips... His eyes narrowing
He stood facing me while it was dawning
A suave animal
I wanted to grin, but I was frowning
A dark slender silhouette so crude
I thought of playing rude
One touch would torture the hell out of me...
But still I let the time flee
Arms cut out to perfection
I tried to move out of his attention
My eyes set on him...
I could not resist examining...
A 'V' going down from shoulders to chest to navel...
His posture made him tighten his calves his feet in the gravel...
A spark hit his narrowing eyes...
In the golden light of the Sun
I thought I found a touch so roughly silken
A fantasy coming in real
Nothing could replace this feel...
This moment I knew I could not by anyways seal...
I was testing this animal for his ravage act...
The muscles twisted tight...
I enjoyed the sight...
One pounce would define the end, for the same fact...
That I wanted to fall for his bite...
The end was near I knew…
To run… I didn’t want to
To stay… I had to....
My eyes didn’t lose his sight.
A vigil light…
I had to fight…
To enjoy the plight…
He made me go weak in my knees
I wished I wouldn’t freeze
With pain I rattled
To see life's battle
To die while living
To live while dying
To cry while smiling
To smile while crying…
He tore me apart
Sarcasm of dart
My heart falling short of breath
My lungs squeezed to death...
The soul was satisfied
The body in blood and pain lied
Satan roasted the emotion
While heaven watched the death in demotion...