Emotions...

"Life is a river they say. No matter what, a river always turns, goes through ups and downs and never stops to move on!” ‘Life cycles’, a documentary on cycling, is something that moved me a lot! This apparently was shared with me by my elder brother, an avid cyclist himself. Cycling didn’t happen to me just like that. I was always skeptical at the beginning; thought cycling was to be done only during school days. I’m grown up now, cycling would be just stupid! But no, it turned out to be more fun than earlier! Trust me when I say that, the moment you know your effort is making you go faster, become a kid again, cut through traffic and sweat all the anger out: All of that just makes you want to cycle more! The wind on your face feels much much better than that while riding an Activa! I was inspired by my brother’s stint and that’s how one fine day I got the bike out of the rubble, dusted off some cobwebs, oiled the chains, fixed the gears, bloated the tyres and made my m...

Isn’t it nice to love and be loved back? One feeling to another as if jumping a track…   One door opens avenues of wonder The other simply allows me to maunder…   Remnants of past I dust away As beautiful flowers come my way…   Happiness whispers its giggles to me Overjoyed, I shake a leg, my mind free…   Refusing to turn around, I walk this new boulevard With a lot in mind, I plant new seeds in our secret yard… :)

Somewhere lost in the sea of silence, I try to find the solace in you, I try to live the truth, and there I find me in you... I know I build the restlessness around us for some time... But your talk seizes the pressure every time… The wind goes still for a while… Oh that wouldn’t deter me to carry on for miles… But you know the fact.. I cannot go on for long with the same smile… I feel I’m rowing this boat a little too hard… But I'm probably thinking of too far! I’m sure the waves would lead us to the shore But me being me, I would still row… I know trivialities happen for a reason… But you know, with time, changes the season… Yes times do change, and so do thoughts, they say... A tiny ray of hope would still help me play… Along the crevices I will still follow your way, To help you think, if you may...

Oh finally it has come to me.. To write and plea.. To the lord almighty.. - "Help, coz I need some things for free..!" Wait, no longer I can.. Coz enough I have ran.. Behind unrealistic faces.. Now I wish to get rid of some traces.. Plans now are a little more tangible.. Some instinctively manageable... Priorities, I know are some unset.. Few new are now on the crest... Set for some new locations.. unknown expressions.. trying to get rid of some clumsiness and foolish infatuations now is the need to get in a different set of relations... Love, I know will happen to me.. As time will flee.. With little nervousness and curiosity.. I take my steps to set myself free...!

Cool wind on my face Reminds me I’m stuck in a maze A dusky haze I fail to wipe off… Moments pass by A smile with a wry No tears to cry I fail to write me off… Off they go With a smirk in their eyes Off they go With ignorance on their minds Off they go.. my feelings.. Oh! off they go from all the sides Looking out with an array of bewildered emotions I’m letting myself be taken away in this wind’s direction Without your sanction Oh lord! how do I put my past off… Standing on the edge of this cliff I wonder if I at all miff Oh please don’t play the riff In the times so stiff When I fail to look out for a partner to just laugh it all off….

Awakening with a shudder I respond to my own imbalance Pervert thoughts mutter Loveless feeling.. cropping up again… These hormones reacting weirdly I look at everything for prey To gut out all I have… is what is left for the day… Hell that touch is so tantalizing   A hug so mesmerizing A notion so abusing Now awareness no more so amusing Seductive thoughts linger all over I wish to pounce on everything under cover Hell I don’t need a lover Bring me an animal that I would devour… Just when I’m coming to senses I see myself in menses Reduced to such a horrible state I hover over opportunities But don’t instigate… Give me a fruit Give me a flower Give me some essence Give me a shower… Clean me off the stains Take me in the rains Make me dine Pour on me some wine Taste me till I sour Dear lets jus be ourselves for this hour… Rinse me off your sweat Nothing equal to this I have still met Lead me to ruins Get down to my knees… I’m sure you would do what I please… Read my eyes D...

Regardless I was sitting under the moon The night shone so bright A tune ringing in my head A long lost dream in sight… I stared in wilderness As the night would fade… Would have loved for the ignorance and helplessness to stay.. But the bouts of thoughts did invade.. Thoughts came and went… Time knocked several times Could not by anyways this situation evade I just cared less than a dime.. Satire aint working Sarcasm too much Exaggeration to hell My friend, it simple... I suffer from pain in my bowel Caffeine hitting harder than alcohol Spirits going to hell Heavens rise too high I am addicted to myself The priest did try to awaken my soul In apathy I erode Serene tasks Mundane routine.. yeah that has become me… I love myself But... tough to be gloried!!! No there aint no white flag at my door I won’t throw the towels in my life’s ring What is this.. I fail to figure out I just whistle and sing… An apple left to decay Or a bread left to stale Running away from people I find m...