Emotions...

Cool wind on my face Reminds me I’m stuck in a maze A dusky haze I fail to wipe off… Moments pass by A smile with a wry No tears to cry I fail to write me off… Off they go With a smirk in their eyes Off they go With ignorance on their minds Off they go.. my feelings.. Oh! off they go from all the sides Looking out with an array of bewildered emotions I’m letting myself be taken away in this wind’s direction Without your sanction Oh lord! how do I put my past off… Standing on the edge of this cliff I wonder if I at all miff Oh please don’t play the riff In the times so stiff When I fail to look out for a partner to just laugh it all off….

Awakening with a shudder I respond to my own imbalance Pervert thoughts mutter Loveless feeling.. cropping up again… These hormones reacting weirdly I look at everything for prey To gut out all I have… is what is left for the day… Hell that touch is so tantalizing   A hug so mesmerizing A notion so abusing Now awareness no more so amusing Seductive thoughts linger all over I wish to pounce on everything under cover Hell I don’t need a lover Bring me an animal that I would devour… Just when I’m coming to senses I see myself in menses Reduced to such a horrible state I hover over opportunities But don’t instigate… Give me a fruit Give me a flower Give me some essence Give me a shower… Clean me off the stains Take me in the rains Make me dine Pour on me some wine Taste me till I sour Dear lets jus be ourselves for this hour… Rinse me off your sweat Nothing equal to this I have still met Lead me to ruins Get down to my knees… I’m sure you would do what I please… Read my eyes D...

Regardless I was sitting under the moon The night shone so bright A tune ringing in my head A long lost dream in sight… I stared in wilderness As the night would fade… Would have loved for the ignorance and helplessness to stay.. But the bouts of thoughts did invade.. Thoughts came and went… Time knocked several times Could not by anyways this situation evade I just cared less than a dime.. Satire aint working Sarcasm too much Exaggeration to hell My friend, it simple... I suffer from pain in my bowel Caffeine hitting harder than alcohol Spirits going to hell Heavens rise too high I am addicted to myself The priest did try to awaken my soul In apathy I erode Serene tasks Mundane routine.. yeah that has become me… I love myself But... tough to be gloried!!! No there aint no white flag at my door I won’t throw the towels in my life’s ring What is this.. I fail to figure out I just whistle and sing… An apple left to decay Or a bread left to stale Running away from people I find m...

Clueless as to where m heading... Needless to say.. getting stagnant day by day Worthless for what m working... Helpless when it comes to pray... Not sure if m reaching heights Losing faith in sights Extravagant opportunes Morbid attitude I forget to fight Sanctity lost Yet love no more is subjective Monopoly is ruling The politics objective... Here's an antagonist, now in schooling!

Finding ME in me: ह्याचाशी माझे नाते आहे… : "(माझ्या मैत्रिणी (दिव्या) साठी काही ओळी) - visit divyaranadive.blogspot.com हवा हवा सा वाटणारा जिव्हाळा,तो पहिला मादक स्पर्शाचा निवारा..."

A long lost childhood friend... (24th May 1983 to 7th March 2011) The music was playing But couldnt listen to it The food was on the platter But couldnt eat it The news had come But still cant take it.. Time had arrived But took away the wrong one In silence and tranquil Now lies your gun That brain closed the doors To the world unknown That heart went numb To the pain and succumbed Still unable to take the news You didnt leave us any clues Rest in peace my dear friend M sure ur safe up there Till time unknown when we see you again We'll stare the sky to point a STAR that you wud represent.. R.I.P. chhotu!!!

Help yourself My friend, help yourself… It’s a wonderful world But you gotta help yourself A rollercoaster ride… this life My friend, a rollercoaster ride Hold on to yourself These rides go high n low Crazy sights on the way You might lose the flow… Just be yourself My friend, just be yourself Don’t lose out on the opportunities They don't come easy you see You gotta buy your every moment here Everything’s a deal, nothing's for free… Move on from this junction My friend, just move away from the old function… Friends, jobs, relatives, marriages don’t happen here on their own The water has always somewhere, flown The sun shines here daily So you see, you gotta face the world gaily… Pick up your luggage Walk your way, Help yourself My friend, you gotta move on everyday…