Emotions...

I know not when it started I dont know if it shows But I know I'm terribly scared And that’s how my feelings go... I wish I could see into you Just to know if you feel it too Just to know if I grow close Would you welcome me with open doors??... I need to know if I can hold you near To show my wounds and shed a tear I need your trust and loving care I need to know would you be there?? Would you accept me 'inspite' of me?? Open wide your arms and welcome me?? Would you stand beside and support me?? Tell me dear, would you be there for me???..

To begin It had never begun.. To end It never started.. Dilemma Went through it Fate Not meant for it.. In YOU believed too much Lost a heart, a breath a touch.. Freak reasons Entangled in emotions Chose a path Never to turn back.. Love stroked hard.. But still I’m glad.. Looked for Knives.. Found some Forks.. Happy to realise.. Was just cutting a toast.. Things seem to be falling in place.. Just wish to clean YOU off from me under my skin my face....

Each time I cross a milestone I try n recall every place the sun shone The one that moon lit The one on which the stars glittered The breeze with which came the sand, the dust and my eyelids flickered... The time in tiny frocks- fun n frolic The swing, the see-saw, the puppy-lick That stupid running behind cows Soiling hands in the dung How furiously we would be whisked by mum... A faint memory of a dad's joyful lift Pulling his whiskers- a naughty kid. A wishful thought To my mind I brought- ...Nothing looks the same anymore! A little hesitation To ask for direction In this town that no more looks the same Everything has been smitten by fame D cattle no more visit our lanes They graze in the graveyards Instead of meadows green in rain I sit here admire... Lame...