Saturday, February 26, 2011

Was I...???


His breath blew away the hair on my face,
I stared in surprise, scared, calm....but felt my heart race...
My hand in air.... confused… as I didn’t want to hold him,
He came even more close to kiss…A sin!

My eyes closed…scared and bewildered,
But he very well monitored…
A tear rolled down my cheek,
I couldn’t.... But my eyes did speak....

Felt the breeze on my face,
As also his hand went through my shirt in slow pace....
I shivered, but wasn’t cold,
His hunger grew, for me to hold…

My stomach twitched,
As his hand lingered....
The shiver grew,
As I gave up and surrendered....

The shirts came apart, as he threw them over the sack,
He struggled further on my back...
The restless hand unhooked the last piece
As he picked me up to take me under the sheets...

That tongue licked everywhere,
Tasting my every drop of sweat...
I gazed in pain and despair,
As his throne moved inside, defining a ruthless death...

With time I saw the feelings end,
The touch tearing me apart, I hate his scent...
Forgotten what innocence meant,
Now get a feeling... I was a rent…!!!

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

In high spirits


Yeah I’m gripped by pain
no pill no grain

my head spins
my vision fades
my mouth dries
i feel my heart race

my feet tremble
my hands stumble
i lose breath
my words fumble

the momentary lapse
the zonked out farce
i phase out
but the thirst grows in the sparse...

Yeah i need to be drugged
a little intoxicated
i need to be sloshed
and a bit stimulated
i need to be smothered
ahh for a while..
quench my thirst with the ardent spirit
I just cannot go on with a fake smile…

The hunger's growing
for brains to go numb
in the high spirits
i may succumb

With every glass filled to its brim
i prowl over each with a grin…

A drop of Vodka
so excruciating
a little Gin and some Tequila
ahh sequined...

Rum to soothe
Scotch so smooth
Wine, yeah refreshing..
Well Cognac's for the rich
And Champagne too exquisite für mich...

Aye boy, let’s not go that far
Oh forget the classics
Man just take me to a bar.......

Friday, February 11, 2011

Wanderer


And so i sit here
make up my mind
try to put down some thoughts
to make a rhyme
But i wonder...

All's blacked out
and my mind wanders through the emptiness
to find some words
of sinful disgrace

random thoughts
come and go
but my mind fails
to go with the flow

the mysticism grows
nothing reveals the fate
my brain devours
on thoughts in debate

i think of frictions
i think of relations
but i fail to think of concerns…
Oh Lord! show me a direction...
As i wander....

The uneasiness in the daedal
the blissful words so cynical
The world around so methodical
n i wander in the madness...

remnants of past
disdains of present
misleading future
living in the aviary, since quite recent

borrowed possessions
fear of confessions
confused emotions
amused by egoism
wandering with a light heartedness...

an anthem forgotten
a principle long lost
an aim reversed
m in top gear, yet broken in thought...

loosened ends
empty pages
colorless crayons
to whiten the stains..
of a wanderers ailment…

there are rusted pieces
some torn thoughts
few orphaned memories
come paint a canvas
of a wanderers heart...

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Phoolarani...

eka shwasacha antar
pan te hi adhantar
nhavte naate
shabda hi nhavte
vaatle julale maan
kaayamche... nirantar...


Avghadlya veli
komejli ga kali
mavalla diwas
ahe ratra amavas


eka sparshacha adhar
aaj manavar tyachach bhar
vaatle julali taar
pan nirakaar...


gele ga vaahuni
mi phoolarani
mi ga vedi
tyachyat mavalli


arey hey maan veda
evdhya mothya shaharaat
shodhta ek kheda
distach raan mokla
pisaatla...


detach karangli
dharla ga kambreshi
pan andhaarat modli
me ek mithi tyachashi....

Kavita suchat hoti...

Julwun ghetle kaviteshi naate
Ayushyawar hasne aata poore zaale

Nishkal swapnanchya garaaryatun baher padun garudasarkhi jhep ghyaychi hoti
Vasundharela aabhalashi honarya meelanacha avishkar darshavitana kavitechi jod ghyaychi hoti

Mazya pratyek krutitun mazya pratibimbalahi sphoorti milat hoti
Mala swatahla samadhaan hoat hoate, kavitechi saath milat hoti

Buddhi aatmyachi mahati sangtana anubhavachi dnyanganga duthdi bharun vaahat hoti
Bolayla chaalayla vaagayla ekach marga hota, mala chakka kavita suchat hoti...

(an inspiration...)

Ek themb!

Aj waara nustach wahla
Osaad walwantat dhul udwun gela...

Aj odhni nustich udat rahili
Olya dolyat tine phakta dulach bharli...

Aj surya nustach ugawla
Jata jata matra kali ratra sodun gela...

oon thandi, oon garthyat maza maan bhegalla
Tya bhegana buzwayla mala ashrucha ekach themb sapadla!!!!

To my Granddad!!!

May he rest in peace!!!!
Wrote this for his 91st b'day!!! (July 2004)
All i wish is to have those days back!!! :)

You've crossed 80's long back
Now its the turn of 90's
Sure you've grown old
But still young at heart
As today's world...

Still remember you getting me those drawing books and pencils
For me to draw and show my stupid skills
Still cant forget you getting me those Monaco biscuits
To dip them in a cup of tea and enjoy their crisps...

You've walked all the thorned and narrow ways
Never thought ill of anyone in anyways
Never seen a man with such perfection
To be like you, one would need a strong perception...

Its your day today
And live it to its fullest
I'll pray to God for you
To live a life in a way of its best
Forget the world and think of the next
Dont forget to take your pills and have a nice rest
Dream of coming 90's and celebrate it the best :))

Love ya... miss ya :)

Thamb na...

(Inspired from a song...)

Dhunda hote shabda saare
Dhunda hotya bhavna
Vaarya sange vahtana
Tya fula pashi thamb na...

Kar mokle maan tuze
Saye... tu mazya sange bol na..
Vaarya sange vahtana
Ya fula pashi thamb na...

Khup kahi dadlay ya andharaat..
Tu umed navi jaag na..
Vaarya sange vahtana
Ya fula pashi thamb na...

Maani swapna lapleli
Tyanna dheer nava tu bandh na..
Varya sange vahtana
Ya fula pashi thamb na...

Sparsha maj karuni
Tu gandha maza sang na...
Varya sange vahtana
Tu 'mazya' pashi thamb na........!!!